Somewhere around a decade ago, I started my first blog.
I can’t even express to you how much has changed since then. I was married, raising two boys and living in rural southwest Virginia, dying inside.
I was desperately lonely and definitely lost. I was struggling with my relationships with my mother and my husband, my sister and I weren’t speaking, and I had no friends, at all. I was suffering depression and had just gone through a series of miscarriages. The Sims were my life raft and somewhere in there I began writing erotic romance and started a new career as an author. It was my publisher who insisted all their authors have blogs. I had no idea what to write though. At first I was trying to be professional, write about my books and other witty things readers of my books may like, but it wasn’t long before the pain of my life started being expressed on my blog and that’s sort of where I stayed for a great many years. My blog became my place to work out my life, but along the way, I found it helped people. I liked that so I kept sharing.
My life has seen a great many changes in ten years, I’m not sure there is much that hasn’t been touched, and honestly, I haven’t kept a blog for a few years now. Going through my twin flame experienced burned me out on just about everything and I’ve felt very dead inside when it came to writing anything.
But at the end of the day, I AM a writer and that means this is how I experience life. So I’m coming full circle back to the now very old-fashioned idea of a blog. I have done a few vlogs and I enjoy the creativity and the instantness of them so you’ll see those from time to time as well, but for now, I’m committing to a basic blog, my life, every night or two (sometimes I get super busy) and we’ll just see where it goes from there.
The big things in my life these days are, my friends, Disney World, the idea of nourishing yourself, and still, twin flames or at the very least, deep, inexplicable soul bonds. I reserve the right to be random here. To write about a world that seems very beautiful but daunting and confusing too. To try and make sense out of a 5D perspective in a 3D reality, or sometimes, just to tell you about a really fun day at Disney World. I may even take up playing the Sims again, although I don’t really know where I’d find the time.
Life these days is crazy busy, but so wonderful.
The main difference between me now and me ten years ago?
Deliriously, unequivocally happy.